✌🏼😰 wish me luck. I am in the last stages of LUPUS. I’ve got nothing to lose…. I’m very scared 😟. I stay sick 😷 all the time and I am left hopeless . I’m getting ready to stop Roxy 30mg being terminally ill as needed and due to the government and I don’t feel I need to repeat all that. I’ve seen it and feel so bad for everyone it’s affecting. I’m 43 and sick of being sick. So today starts my Kratom journey. I’m sick of the sweat 😓 poring from me waking me in the middle of the z and having to reach for that miserable 😖 bottle of 30’s for short. They don’t even help pain anymore they have just made what life I have left Miserable 😭. Cuz I can’t stand the thought that the time I have left on earth 🌍 . My function ability and happiness has to depend on a bottle of pills. So today I am quitting these chemicals including Xanax. I think I bought the wrong thing. I bought Green Malay 30 grams powder. I know already I’m facing hell if this doesn’t help the withdrawal and the reasons why I’m on the chemicals anyway. I have stopped chemotherapy. Why go through that hell anymore either when you’re told. “ their is nothing left to do for you but, try to keep ya comfortable” Then the government won’t let them…. Please pray to what ever God y’all believe in for me if you’re atheist or agnostic, wish me luck and I will take any advice or help any one wants to offer ✌🏼Out. I don’t even know how to measure or what to measure this stuff with to know how many grams I’m to use.